February 2012
I give a shit.
1. I’ve started buying new clothes and building a wardrobe that is comfortable, cool, and very representative of my personal style.
2. I’m going to start going to the gym with Patrick three times a week to get in shape. We already hike and explore a lot, so that’s good as well.
3. I’m starting to use products to heal my hair and fight frizz.
4. I think I’m going to...
Shawn,
I know you don’t read my Tumblr anymore.
I hate that I still want you to, and that I still post for you.
I have a new boyfriend, and I care about him deeply. Honestly, I do.
I feel weak when you cross my mind, and when certain things remind me of you.
Here’s today’s:
I hate that I can’t just get over you. It’s frustrating in a way that I can’t conquer.
I...
Anonymous asked: I'm good, right? So easy. You can thank me this weekend.
Sometimes I wonder what could possibly be going...
You deserve more from me.
I wish I was in love with you, probably more than you wish I was.
God, I'm finally busy for once. I've got a happy,...
Except I keep losing friends.
This sucks.
Why can’t everything just work out right for once?
Anonymous asked: Peter won't be bothering you anymore. I took care of it.
You know what?
All those girls today and yesterday and this week who got bigs and littles?
I’m genuinely happy for them. I thought upon seeing the statuses and pictures flood my newsfeed on Facebook, I’d writhe with jealousy, but I’m actually really content and pleased with myself.
I think that every single ABY girl and Alpha Gam girl (that I know) in this Spring’s pledge classes is...
I'm a good person, it's just that no one gives me...
Alpha Gam/Formal Recruitment
ABY
Peer Mentor
Boyfriend
Friends
Family
(thank god)
Next semester won’t be busy, and I accept the rejection—but at least I know who’s important to me, and who will support me and love me until the end.
Anonymous asked: That is seriously the most hipster thing I've ever heard. God help us when Miley Cyrus does a song with Say Anything. /Todd
I hate that I lost it.
I’m going to regret ever taking it off until I find it again.
I really don't want to sound like a hipster...
I HATE THAT EVERYONE LOVES THE CIVIL WARS NOW THAT STUPID TAYLOR FUCKING SWIFT DID A SONG WITH THEM
“Like, oh my god! The Civil Wars are my new fave band! I discovered them like 2 weeks ago lol omk kk bb <3 ;P”
SHUT
UP
I HAVE THIER DISCOGRAPHY IN ITS ENTIRETY AND HAVE FOR OVER A YEAR.
YOU GO DIE NOW
You make me sick.
We've been so on the rocks lately...
I hope it’s just because I’m PMSing…
There are occasions where I really don't like our...
Like this morning.
I understand that I’m not the only priority, but sometimes I feel like I’m not even one of the top ones.
I don’t like the way I feel right now, disappointed, tired, frustrated, annoyed.
It’s like, we’re great in our own little bubble, but experiences outside of it show just how weak, as a couple, we really are.
Maybe it’s our newness,...
Sometimes, I feel like my vagina smells like an...
And then I wonder if anyone else smells it.
Oh yeah?
Well I could say the same thing to you.
God, sometimes I just miss you so much.
I don’t want to, I want to be done. I hate that you linger the way no one else in my life ever has.
We were tumultuous, constantly bickering towards the end. I hated to see us like that.
When we were good though, there was no one in this world better.
We were just a couple of over-ambitious kids, but we really loved each other.
I still do.
It’s not always, not the way it used to...
Okay, so this is great.
Now I don’t have a roommate for next year, even though I planned one out and everything.
Also, the room across the hall has Alpha Gam door decorations, which is just rubbing in the fact that I can’t do anything or be a part of anything.
I don’t deserve this bad karma.
I’m going to talk to my advisor tomorrow and see if I can scrape together one measly credit so I can...
To my dear friend, Peter.
I’m sorry I haven’t been texting, I’m floored with how busy I’ve been. You’re in my thoughts, love, and I hope you have a smooth recovery. I love you!
I just want to be a part of something.
I am so hurt.
Disclaimer: Don’t contact me about this post asking me if I’m okay, I’m fine, I just need to blog it out and I’ll be okay.
First of all, fuck you. I’m going to make this post as vague as possible so that you can’t get satisfaction from knowing you’ve successfully pissed me the fuck off. And if you manage to figure out that this is directed towards you,...
You know what? Fuck you too.
And here I thought you were my best friend.
It’s amazing how wrong you can be about a person.
Everything was going so well...
Then this, among other things.
optimusspline asked: I'll grab it for you in a minute - and I miss you, for what it's worth :)